time checked. its 4.15 in the morning now and i am right here. suprisingly i just finished praying or more exactly recited some religious stuffs. aku buang tebiat?? suspect kuat but actually no.
what happened?? i slept for less than 2 hours for sure, thanks to the dream that nobody ever want to talk about. DEATH. exactly. somehow this dream just knock some sense into me. and now, i am afraid...
e hënë, 9 shkurt 2009
e enjte, 5 shkurt 2009
Break Time
I am really worn out with this second camp. The first one was not as bad, maybe because its a one day camp. Believe it or not when a sec 1 kid approched me and said, ' Teacher, i can only run fast if you allowed me to buy shandy. Please teacher, just a little will do.' kepale hotak ko. kecik2 da pandai. Big NO for him of course. Ko nak aku kene buang keje. hishh.. the amazing race at the sentosa did not work well, almost all the anwers i gave to them because i gave up, they are STUPID nak mampos. Despite all the clues i gave the them, they still cant figure out the place. Suspect all the 20 brains were place pat botot dorang on that day. haizz.. innocently i have to run with them the whole sentosa, from siloso to pahlawan to siloso back and then imbiah without any trasportation, but thanks god halfway at imbiah area it rains. selamat. tak sanggup aku nk patah balek pi siloso. The days end at the beach station.
Back to the second camp which was held at the JBAC. 3 days 2 nights camp with GIRLS school; primary 5 girls. 3/4 of the students from that school carry PINK bag. Interesting. Apart from that, initially i thought they are smart kids but actually not. 3 days camp like 3 months, not just carry bag but some carry a big and heavy LUGGAGE, with me being the victim to carry them up and down the stairs. Brought all sorts of nonsense, tidbits and all which i confiscated it and only returned them back at the end of the camp. bahalol. Those girls also talked alot but do nothing, they can have wild imaginations but too wild will not be good. At one point, one cried, followed by 2 more and others started to feel afraid, spreading of fears to one another. damn. seriously the girls are very troublesome, some are cry babies, some have many sort of diseases and others were just super irritating. They are very sensitive kids and i tried hard to be careful with the choice of words i used. Boring. At the end of the day, i dont give much to them because i just feel they dont deserve more.
Back to the second camp which was held at the JBAC. 3 days 2 nights camp with GIRLS school; primary 5 girls. 3/4 of the students from that school carry PINK bag. Interesting. Apart from that, initially i thought they are smart kids but actually not. 3 days camp like 3 months, not just carry bag but some carry a big and heavy LUGGAGE, with me being the victim to carry them up and down the stairs. Brought all sorts of nonsense, tidbits and all which i confiscated it and only returned them back at the end of the camp. bahalol. Those girls also talked alot but do nothing, they can have wild imaginations but too wild will not be good. At one point, one cried, followed by 2 more and others started to feel afraid, spreading of fears to one another. damn. seriously the girls are very troublesome, some are cry babies, some have many sort of diseases and others were just super irritating. They are very sensitive kids and i tried hard to be careful with the choice of words i used. Boring. At the end of the day, i dont give much to them because i just feel they dont deserve more.
e martë, 18 nëntor 2008
Bad Season
It stated INCOMPLETE or another word fail. Even if its expected, but deep in me im hoping for miracle but.. Kimakk~ Bingit siot. After so many re-work for my reports. I dont see my report as the biggest problem but i believe that the presentation really pulls everything down. I should have prepared my presentation earlier but due to the working hours, i just couldnt make it. Okay~ Blame evrything to work now adilah. Whatever~
Recieved another e-mail a few seconds ago that we are given a chance to have a reassessment in 3 weeks time. Okay shut up!! I know what to do.
Sometimes i dont understand people. I might be ignorance but mind you im 19 for godness sake and dont assume i know nothing after all this while. I might look innocent but looks can be decieving you see. I know too well but i just dont say. That's my biggest weakness. But dont push to the limit which you yourself wouldnt want to know what it is.
e shtunë, 18 tetor 2008
Goodbye Friends. Hello People.
Went to RailMall few hours ago just to meet the-so-called-handsome-OM. He seems to be nice (but looks can be deceiving) BUT not as friendly as what you mentioned. HUNK WAKK LUU!! ASHH-SHEE-KINN!!! You Really Cheat My Feeling Okay!! hmphh~
Finally i get to work again starting next week. Alhamdulillah. I feel like dying if i have to rest much longer at home. LEMASSS okay!! Talking about dying, it really get on my nerves yesterday because theres a cut-off electric from the-morning-i-woke-up till 5. F%#%^&@!! BINGIT SEYY!! My OFF DAY (im not schoolin on that day) and i thought i could wake up late but because im sweating like pig, i just could not continue sleeping. NO fan, NO tv, NO laptop (my lappy could survive for few minutes only without charger. C****), No whatveerr~ got my ass to civic library (okay. part nie aku macam paham. initially i wanted to borrow some law books but ended up i borrow i-dont-want-to-tell-what-book for myself :P) in the meanwhile, waiting for the time to meet my mom as promised at BPP.
Finally i get to work again starting next week. Alhamdulillah. I feel like dying if i have to rest much longer at home. LEMASSS okay!! Talking about dying, it really get on my nerves yesterday because theres a cut-off electric from the-morning-i-woke-up till 5. F%#%^&@!! BINGIT SEYY!! My OFF DAY (im not schoolin on that day) and i thought i could wake up late but because im sweating like pig, i just could not continue sleeping. NO fan, NO tv, NO laptop (my lappy could survive for few minutes only without charger. C****), No whatveerr~ got my ass to civic library (okay. part nie aku macam paham. initially i wanted to borrow some law books but ended up i borrow i-dont-want-to-tell-what-book for myself :P) in the meanwhile, waiting for the time to meet my mom as promised at BPP.
Went to body shop and she spent about $200 on those stuffs specially for me. she brought me there just because i dont know how to buy all these shits unlike my sis, she seems to know everything about this. Menyampah kie.. And if you see those paper stick on the bottle, theres a number on it to indicate which one i have to use first. Malu seyy the cashier did that because i just could not remember whatever she said. Standard jugak aku lembab. But whatever it is, thanks mum for your care which i dont care. *you know, i know, public dont know*
ohh yaa.. few days ago mum's hint-ed me 'something' when we were having breakfast together but this blur-princess of her ONLY realized it when she was on the way to school. *shutt up!! i know what you're going to say* And today, i have decided that i'l be going 'there' tomorrow. Excited bebehh..
until then. wassalam. :))
e enjte, 2 tetor 2008
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
im back.... :)
First and foremost i would like to wish my Die Hard Fans, okay aku perasan, whatever~ basically to ALL MUSLIMS, no matter who you are, where you are (not forgetting the one at China :P ), Selamat Hari Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir & Batin. From the bottom of my heart i would like to seek forgiveness for ALL my wrongdoings, be it by hook or by crook, towards ANYONE. And i mean ALL okay. Anyway my house is open to EVERYONE (even to strangers who have no face) at ANYTIME during my presence at home. Just give me a call beforhand okay??
So how's my life?? Pretty sucks at the moment. Its going to be 5 weeks of semester 2 and i think i started to hate school more. Won't elaborate much about it but whatever it is, to my law faci, you are being love by me. muahaha.. okay aku gatal. And ALSO, i started to hate work now. Maybe because of the people?? or maybe because im just too tired to work anymore?? or maybe both?? figure it yourself. but one thing for sure i'll leave that place pretty soon. and i meant it.
until the next post people. take care everyone. :)
First and foremost i would like to wish my Die Hard Fans, okay aku perasan, whatever~ basically to ALL MUSLIMS, no matter who you are, where you are (not forgetting the one at China :P ), Selamat Hari Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir & Batin. From the bottom of my heart i would like to seek forgiveness for ALL my wrongdoings, be it by hook or by crook, towards ANYONE. And i mean ALL okay. Anyway my house is open to EVERYONE (even to strangers who have no face) at ANYTIME during my presence at home. Just give me a call beforhand okay??
So how's my life?? Pretty sucks at the moment. Its going to be 5 weeks of semester 2 and i think i started to hate school more. Won't elaborate much about it but whatever it is, to my law faci, you are being love by me. muahaha.. okay aku gatal. And ALSO, i started to hate work now. Maybe because of the people?? or maybe because im just too tired to work anymore?? or maybe both?? figure it yourself. but one thing for sure i'll leave that place pretty soon. and i meant it.
until the next post people. take care everyone. :)
e enjte, 21 shkurt 2008
Labour Day :)
Got back home, checked my e-mail as usual and received one mail which offered me a job. Damnit. Why did I received that only after I signed for one just few hours ago. I am not trying to be greedy here but honestly the job offered are much way better than the one which I have just signed on. Luck was just not by my side. :(
Whatever. I have to focus and commit to the 3 jobs which in my hand now. Satisfied. All the best to me. Haha. Which means now I have lesser time to think about you, you and you. :) I am just trying to get myself a life and thanks to mom for supporting me. Love her so strong. And I swear I will be getting busier by next week. So pardon me if I will not be updating frequently which I don’t actually but yeah whatever. Haha..
Okay people. shall get some sleep now. Got something to do tomorrow which I will be paid for it. Is that increase another job I have in my list?? Figure out yourself babe. Bye.
Whatever. I have to focus and commit to the 3 jobs which in my hand now. Satisfied. All the best to me. Haha. Which means now I have lesser time to think about you, you and you. :) I am just trying to get myself a life and thanks to mom for supporting me. Love her so strong. And I swear I will be getting busier by next week. So pardon me if I will not be updating frequently which I don’t actually but yeah whatever. Haha..
Okay people. shall get some sleep now. Got something to do tomorrow which I will be paid for it. Is that increase another job I have in my list?? Figure out yourself babe. Bye.
e enjte, 14 shkurt 2008
Happy Happy Happy Me :))
I have decided to blog again since it was requested by many. Hahaha.. macam paham. Stop it ehk. Okay. First and foremost sorry because I have been missing in action for more then 2 months?? I am just plain lazy to write. :P
Ohh yaa.. Before that happy valentines day people. Okay done.
I have been doing great these past few days although many things have been going wrong. Contradicting huh. I learnt to figure my way in searching for 2 buildings. ( I know you’re thinking that I got lost many times which I actually do. Hmphh~) My stupidity really can be seen. I almost knocked by a car and by time I reached for an appointment, I am all sweat. Yuckkss~. Ohh yaa, can you imagine how embarrassed I am knocking on a cab with passengers at the back ( which I didn’t take any glance at) just to let me in. I feel so stupid thinking what I have done and I realized that I could not think straight when I am in haste. And yaa.. I am 5 minutes late for my first day working. Lucky me, SHE was quite understanding. Hehe.. Kids are just SUPER irritating and I just don’t want to talk about it. I learnt to be firm for next lesson. Jia you~
I just hate to wear formal. Damnit.
But still I am happy with my life right now. And I am still able to survive without you people around. But that does not mean I didn’t miss you guys. Ohh yaa.. pray hard that I would be chosen to go Kuala Lipis at least. Pls3.
Ohh Gosh, I have not been doing any exercise for more then 2 weeks. Slap me hard someone.
Enough said. Till the next post. :)
Ohh yaa.. Before that happy valentines day people. Okay done.
I have been doing great these past few days although many things have been going wrong. Contradicting huh. I learnt to figure my way in searching for 2 buildings. ( I know you’re thinking that I got lost many times which I actually do. Hmphh~) My stupidity really can be seen. I almost knocked by a car and by time I reached for an appointment, I am all sweat. Yuckkss~. Ohh yaa, can you imagine how embarrassed I am knocking on a cab with passengers at the back ( which I didn’t take any glance at) just to let me in. I feel so stupid thinking what I have done and I realized that I could not think straight when I am in haste. And yaa.. I am 5 minutes late for my first day working. Lucky me, SHE was quite understanding. Hehe.. Kids are just SUPER irritating and I just don’t want to talk about it. I learnt to be firm for next lesson. Jia you~
I just hate to wear formal. Damnit.
But still I am happy with my life right now. And I am still able to survive without you people around. But that does not mean I didn’t miss you guys. Ohh yaa.. pray hard that I would be chosen to go Kuala Lipis at least. Pls3.
Ohh Gosh, I have not been doing any exercise for more then 2 weeks. Slap me hard someone.
Enough said. Till the next post. :)
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