moving on.....

sorry to my avid readers for the super late entry. i am just plain lazy too update stuffs here. i knew i broke my promise. my bet. i owe you one okayy?? ;-))

Went for my eye check on the saturday somewhere at town. Brought along 3 people to escort me. never would I go some ‘exotic’ place alone. Yaa.. I am someone who is very dependable on others. fair enough. this time i admit that i am still a LITTLE girl. satisfied?? Okayy.. I pestered them to sit at the top of the double decker bus despite the crowded bus. and.. i made them lost their way for a few times. I bet they were pissed with me. Muahahaa.. =P had a match against jolliled at night and we lost. Been told that most of the opponent players are ‘new’ but seems that there are MANY familiar faces. Cheated my feeling sey.. Hmphh~ I would not talk about my performance on that day. Sucks big time. Thanks god left one more game before I decided to back off from soccer. and i MEANT it!!

Having a total of three and half hour breaks in school merely bored me to death. The feeling so sucky. Occupied myself going for talks before and after school just to collect the fucking points. snoring my way through for the talks that I have attended . And I swear I know nuts about any talks that I have gone to. Haha. who would actually have such a ‘long’ attention span on the talks. Everyone would prolly stone or just sleep or doing their own stuffs. i bet most of them attended talks for the sake of collecting points. there was once when i made kinshe and faly waited for me like an idiot. blame to the facilitator who released my class late and as a result the lecturer room have been occupied with aliens from different world and species. sorry guyzz~ just slack. endured the noises made by my tummy. Bleagh!! it is proven the school days have been bloody damn mundane!

Classmates crazy people. dirt crap and bitching in the msn during lesson – whole class was been added inside the conversation. Pure fun. Wakakaa.. I have this classic guy in my class who is a real smart ass. He would be doing his own stuffs and playing games all the time but when it come to presentation, he could crap and bullshit his way through and miraculously he did better than others who have been putting in more effort. I wonder what brain he is using. Haizz..There is this mina in my class who simply have NO LIFE during her semester one. Goodness!! She have not tried copy 6P before and she hardly used other people’s ppt to cut-and-paste like many others did. she said that her class used to be competitive. and now she deprived from that. Those were the days. One Damn Joker in my class. cute. He is a blur-cock. I swear. Been bullied everyday but he seems enjoying it. idiot. Pity him at times. having him around simply make the class more lively. he is also the person where people turns to for the latest movies. hehe..N yaa.. not forgetting my handsome baby boy. bitchy me. One is never enough. ;-P Wakakaa.. he is nice but he could be a real jackass too. he is good at playing words. guys~

My daily grades for the last two weeks was really unexpected. 7 Bs And 3 Cs compared to the first semester where I got 10Cs in a row during the same period. It was a good start for me. I don’t think I did as well in term of my performance in class because I never would but in my RJ perhaps. all you need is sincerity. but hell NO~!! I DONT bootlick the facilitator okay!! Hmphh~

This is so random. I am lacking in self - discipline. Lateness kick ass. PUNCTUALITY!! It is a serious issues. i have been late for school for god-knows-how-many-times. i should call myself lucky enough if my grade would not be downgraded. haizz.. i could set 2 alarm clock but i just could not wake up! And someone was NEARLY gave up giving me a morning call (at 4 in the afternoon. Haha..) last Saturday. Blame it all on the so cool weather that forced me to stay on the bed. Blame to the tiredness caused by sleeping late. Blame to whoever in the house who never help to wake me up. And blame to everybody and everything EXCEPT myself. okayy2.. i am going too far.



Finally I need not have to do anymore housechores after 2 weeks of enduring it. my mom must be proud to have a daughter like me because i did tried to use the washing machine for the first time once. washed my own clothes only. no sharing2. wakakaa.. during that period of time,(absence of maid) i washed my own dishes. i guess that were the ONLY things that i have done but still its tiring okayy.. hmpshh~ the rest my mom did. hehe.. =P



satisfied people???

Not Okay And Not Alright

Let’s talk about last 2 weeks.The match against singapore American school on the Saturday was a ‘disaster’ one. I HATE down the core when there was LIGHTNING or STORM or STRONG WINDS or THUNDER because my imaginations will subconsciously runs wild and those things really scares shit me. BUT i LOVE rain (only) though. Thanks god the game was postpone because I know for sure that if the game is to be continue, I definitely could not perform. People who are close to me, you should know me better right?? *wink*
Not just the weather affected me badly but also the fact that I did not bring even a single cents on that day. Damn it!! How can I be so forgetful not to bring any cash. Blame to the new bag that I got the day before. If only u guyz know how much I hate to transfer things out from one bag to another. Haizz.. forgetting to bring things really make your day miserable.



After the game, I decided to go home straight since my mood was quite down but some people just don’t seem to let me off and wanted me to join for makan-makan at our sponsor chalet. After being persuaded MANY times, cair jugak iman aku. Wakaka.. tak sampai hati nak disappoint them. Haizz..But seriously, I HATE myself if people trying to borrowing me money in any situation. Malu beb!! I rather people loan from me but not the other way round. That’s not my style. In case of needs of money, the only person that I will approach is my abah. Yaa2.. I know. ANAK ABAH. Whatever~
On the way there In the van, I felt like smacking the driver upside down. I was having mixed emotions at that time and the driver seems purposely turn on semua LAGU JIWANG-JIWANG. my favourite but… Ohh goshh!! Not at that point of time plsss…

Somehow my moods suddenly turned out well at the chalet. the karaoke session makes me feel like singing a song that will surely BURST everybody's ear but of course i didnt. tak jempot!! hmphh~ the competition session was happening and havoc. We decided to pluck out some courage to volunteer ourselves to take part in one of the competition. (supposingly for kids ONLY but since kite- me, adq, shidah, aki n syah perasan mase budak2.. so yaa.. hehe) .had to DANCE and STONNING. still remembered shidah shouted 'MENTAL kak, MENTAL' . hahakzz..the kratings were really supportive. they didnt really disturb our mental coz thay wanted us to win. so sweet of them. and i swear i cant win if abg kacau. FINALLY me, syah and 3 others kids won the game. hurrayy~ pure funn~! And yaa.. my coach and mama won some prizes too in carry-your-wife competition. Wakaka... Best couple. Aww.. so sweet.


okayy..that should make it up for ALL the MIXED feeling on that day!!


p.s(kratings)- thanks to the people who tried to cheer me up. Showing your care and concern, BORROWING your money to pay my transportation fees and basically whatever that you guys have done for me. Appreciate it alots.

woke up early on the Sunday morning. As usual, had to go mad. But it really got on my nerves when I reached the mosque, took attendance and guess what. We were asked to walk around at the carnival outside the mosque. Duhh~ woke up EARLY just for that. Sapa mo layan beb!! Got my ass off back home and went to continue my sleeping beauty. haizzz..

On the monday, went to Singapore expo with mom. Ngokk syarahan beb. Semangat!! The day was fine initially but somehow at the end of the day, it didnt turn out well. Kene tinggal bus!! duhh~ kecoh betol my mom. her fault la. but not entirely coz si bongok nie pon pak turot. haizz.. at last cab back home. hmph~ whatever it is, ustaz aqil rock my day!! wakaka.. no regrets going there.

On Wednesday morning, went to gelang patah with mom and abah to visit my Tok Usu. i swear i didnt know her. i cant forget when she told my dad to tell all my makcik2 and pakcik2 and sepupu2 sepusing sepusat in singapore to buy for her 'this old instrument' - i dont know whats the name of it but i know it is like piano and it can be carry on the shoulder. barang antik siol. mintak bukan2. merengek-rengek cam budak kecik. hahakzz.. cute. her funny antics really did make my day somehow.
as we were walking back to get a bus to larkin , we saw 5 stray dogs in front of us. barking2. saper tak terencat beb. abah even suggesting of taking a cab but seems theres not a single cab there. duhh~ have to pass thru the dogs since theres no other way to reach the bus 'interchange'
last2 we just walk. tawakkal. Doa yang tak terhafal pon automatic keluar dari mulut aku. Takot giler beb. nothing happened. fuhh~ felt relief.

went to eat as soon as we reached larkin. da ade energy aru pi jalan2. After praying, mom went to have body massage while abah went to have foot massage. Aku?? Ape barang nak dudok menengok jekk. I joined in too having a full body massage. First timer. Ahh~ it was a bliss!! My whole body have been ‘molested’ EXCEPT that one part la. Paham2 jekk la pat mane. But heyy.. im still ALWAYS virgin. Craps~ went to eat AGAIN after that. Yaa.. tend to eat a lot whenever masok Malaysia. Biasa jugakk. also, bought some food and magazines is a MUST before went back to singapore. hehe..

went back to my secondary school on the friday. celebrate teacher's day la konon. met my pretty-blurry-logical teacher -my favourite teacher by the way. remembered she used to praise me. maklom la, aku kan used to be paling BONGOK (the decease still survive in me now) therefore much attention given to me. dudok ALWAYS at the front row. mane tak jadi her 'favourite' student. right faly?? wakaka.. met my old friends too. i'm lying if i said i missed ALL of them but i do miss some okay. glad to see some changes here and there.

other than that, let the pics do the talking.

Went to batam on the Saturday morning with mom and adq. Finally. Its hard for adq to tag along together with us because she’s too busy with her attachment. Kesian jugak ngokk dia kadang-kadang coz she always wanted to follow us but tak kesampaian. Haizz..
The day wasn’t great initially. took ferry there and I was really pissed off and I bet mom and adq too because the India people who board together with us were so dead annoying. Standing here and there taking pictures and blocking our views, and talking their lungs out as if they owned the place. Excuse me, mind you fuckers this is not India okay. Can u have some courtesy and respect? Worst still, they don’t even know the word SORRY when did mistakes- this fucker accidentally push my mom’s head and just walk off showing his nothing-happen face. BARBARIANS whom i guess even stoneage men are even much more civilise then them. inconsiderate people. BODOHH nak MAMPOSS~

*fast forwad*

visit one of the skola aka rumah anak-anak yatim there. that's our real purpose going to batam. The people there are very friendly, pleasant and POLITE - way too far better than the FUCKERS in the ferry. we walked around the place, getting to know their way of living and we got a chance to eat the food that the people there have been eating. ONLY keropok, nasi, sambal belacan and soup sayor. kecian kn. the people there are shortage of food and we here happily wasting food. haizz.. sayu bile tengok air muke dorang. how i wish i could stay there for some time so that aku tau hidup dalam kesusahan. all in all, Singapore is always a better choice. im grateful that im born here.

not so much of shopping since half of the day had gone. nothing catches my attention there. bought ONLY a pethatic book for myself. after a little walking-here-walking-there, we went to eat at god knows where. i ate MI AYAM BAKSO. SUPPERBB~ after that, ferry back to singapore. home sweet home.

p.s kinshe- anway, i dont think its too late to wish my deary friend Kinshe a HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY. wakaka.. a cute friend of mine, very SELENGER bacin, ALWAYZ kanchiong spider, a LOYAL daughter too *wink* and i simply admire her patience in TOLERATING people nonsense. all the best in whatever you do. i'll always be here for you whenever you need me. gotta meet you soon. cheers~