PMS

Sudah lupakan saja
Semua rasa cinta yang ada
Antara kau dan aku
Memanglah sudah tiada rasa

Biar - biarkan saja
Semua cerita yang telah lalu
Anggap tak pernah ada
Sesuatu antara kita berdua

self-declare holiday today. wohoo~ heaven!! finally.. suprisingly my parents are fine with it. :) And thanks i got myself c grade for last week. not 1 but 2. haizz.. make up a total of 5Cs now. (mostly from enterprise) DAMNN to all the the faci-es whom have graded me c. stoopid~ them. i bet i gonna get another c next week due to my yesterday performance and apparently x for today. Greatt~!! whatever~ i am really pissed off yesterday. i swear. I was really pressurized by the fact that i got to group with ALL the SMART student, and someone kept bugging me to do more research plus work just because i am the weakest link. thanks ehk~!! too demanding. it was infuriating. C'mon laa.. i know where i stand and i knows well what i have to do. in fact i realized it long ago. i simply hate people who is trying to control me. to do this. to do that. mind you ass-hole that i am not your maid okayy!!

speaking of which, i am starting to hate this mina aka slut more and more can. she have been behaving like a bitch. attention seeker. seriously, it annoys the shit out of me looking at her. get yourself a life, and live it!! my used to be handsome baby boy. quiet good looking but attitude sucks. black fucker. made a comeback. lame. *inside jokes*

recently, i am starting to hate more and more people. some for no good reason of course. get the drift?? i am not sure whether is there something wrong with you people or it is just me. pray hard for you so as not to be the victim.

Deepest Thought

im so worn out and i am rotting in class now doing nothing. as always adilah. haha.. bum in RP. cut & paste. you just need to fucking understand the slides and crap lots during presentation. slackers. okay. my plan is to jog EVERY (this shows how serious i am to develop myself a hot body. haha..) morning but i have fucking UT every tuesday and thursday. and i dont want take a risk of going to school late. but i am still late for UT yesterday. Damnn it!! so contradicting. i know. whatever~ who cares.. this morning went jogging with mar again. luckily she called me or else i might continue sleeping peacefully. wakaka.. my body is aching everywhere due to the first jogging and some fitness. 50 sit-ups is killing me. i swear. i know i have to gain back my stamina. i will make a comeback people. haha.. =P

this is so random. i am very much hooked onto adam's ku bertanya. i have been repeating this song for god-knows-how-many-times and i simply could not get enough of it. slow and sad tune, together with the melodies reminded me of something. i have got so much to say. but i just cant. :(

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri =))

i'm knackered!! just got back from my aunt's place. it is second day of raya but i still could not feel the raya mood this year. i dont know why. i did not buy ANYTHING this year. its not because my parents didnt ask but i just dont want to. pape laa~ yesterday, we were supposed to be out prolly after zuhur but as usual. it was delayed. everybody was still slacking, watching tv and worst still my brother was still sleeping. at that point of time, i have yet to decide what to wear on that day. mamposs~ seriously i am not prepared for anything. only mom's was busy getting ready. semangat~ haha.. until mom's shouted 'korang kalau taknak keluar biar mak ngan abah jekk keluar' wakakaa.. she's cute.

fast foward~

like any other hari raya, after everybody's ready, its time to seek forgiveness from one another. as usual, i kept smiling and i could hear the vibration of my voice. nervous la seyy.. mcm uat presentation aku nie. haha.. indeed its me. i might seem not serious but deep inside, i am sincere to seek forgiveness. get the drift?? got my first green packet. weee~ actually its not the first because i got green packets from my neighbor the day before. i know its redundant but who cares. haha.. visited 2 houses only yesterday. 1 from abah's side and another from mom's side. fair enough. borinn.. some of the msgs that cheer me up from my boredom were 'baju tak lawa. rambot pendek mcm pantat. kene pakai make-up pulak tu. da mcm bapok sey. tension sey.' & ' amcm lah, da dpt bnyk collection. mon nak pi shoping kaperr? ' hahaa.. cute right my friends??


on the 13th .. which is yesterday .. ASRULWAN turns 18!!
Happy 18th Birthday Boyy!!



who's that girl??

Gabby aka daddy - smart and horny guy sharil - this guy is cute. listen to his R. =P

matt - one of the handsome guy. he is 'gay'. haha..

lets backtrack a little. these pictures were caught and been uploaded inside student presentations folder. so dead annoying. bloody hell~ those bastards wanna make a record who would be the king or queen 'sleepheader' for this semester. fuckhead. dont u guys have any better things to do then taking pictures of the people who's sleeping. hmphh~ luckily my picture looks fine. wakaka.. heyy waitt!! i am not the only girl who was caught sleeping in class okay!! there was one more but i have accidentally deleted her pic. duhh~

went to geylang on last wednesday with the kratings. the outing was fine. the start off was as usual havoc and happening but something simply turns me off at one point. i did not get what i want. i missed 3 person. hmphh~ whatever~ grumpy. mood swing?? let it be. whatever it is. I LOVE YOU GUYS TO BITS AND PIECES OKAY!! i miss those naughty times. ;)

other then that, i'll let the pics do the talking.

me & adq. sweet kn??
jang & mar - the reserved player for the day =P

beck & olive - they will tend to fight anywhere & everywhere. haha.. cute.
syah & sam *arent they cute??*



okay.. more backtrack. =P one of the day on the last 2 weeks. again. the outing to geylang but this time round with the 3 monkeys. crazy bimbo. it was real blast. i swear. finally. i am getting wild and crazy again~!! thanks to them. we were sure loud!! laughed like arses.

okay..it took me ages to upload the pics. haha..



little miss late - okay adilah. stop it!! burokk kiee..

little miss giggles - falylittle miss stubborn - mira

little miss trouble - kinshe

do u guys notice that the 3 monkeys have the same pose?? step cute jekk korang.. wakakaa..

mira had treated us to the sumptous feast. thanks babe!! finally i got to eat dendeng. but its awful baby. bluekzz.. :/ like eat or not i forced myself to eat. orang da belanje beb. tak baek buang2.. anyway they kept teasing me boncet that day. hmphh~ i definitely would do workout after 1 week of hari raya. marks my word people!! give me a month and i will show u guys my hot body. maybe not. hee... at least no more fats sounds better. ;P
fatigued walking here walking there, its time for hiatus-ing. got a back massage. arghh~ its painful but nice can. okayy..we gonna have more fun yaa next time.

there was one of the day i went to bugis last week with mar and adq. yess.. the sisters. cheeky them. dirt crap all the way. super fun. but korang, perangai bugis jangan bawa luar kiee?? start there, ends there. ;-) i was actually scouting for skinny jeans but end up i bought a cardigan and polo shirt instead. haha.. adq wanted the cardigan and mar wanted the polo shirt but aku yang dapat dulu. wakaka.. korang wait long2 kie.. hee.. =P its exciting seeing them getting irritated. jahat seyy aku. n yaa.. they bought a watch each. i would buy too if only i wear but sayang.. i dont like to wear watch. :/

okay. i think im done here. i need my sleeping beauty now. anyway to those who i have yet to wish, just wanna say SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!! MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN. pardon me for any misdeeds and wrongdoings. kalau tak malu, datang la rumah yerr~ ;))