e hënë, 9 shkurt 2009

Will There Be Tomorrow??

time checked. its 4.15 in the morning now and i am right here. suprisingly i just finished praying or more exactly recited some religious stuffs. aku buang tebiat?? suspect kuat but actually no.

what happened?? i slept for less than 2 hours for sure, thanks to the dream that nobody ever want to talk about. DEATH. exactly. somehow this dream just knock some sense into me. and now, i am afraid...

e enjte, 5 shkurt 2009

Break Time

I am really worn out with this second camp. The first one was not as bad, maybe because its a one day camp. Believe it or not when a sec 1 kid approched me and said, ' Teacher, i can only run fast if you allowed me to buy shandy. Please teacher, just a little will do.' kepale hotak ko. kecik2 da pandai. Big NO for him of course. Ko nak aku kene buang keje. hishh.. the amazing race at the sentosa did not work well, almost all the anwers i gave to them because i gave up, they are STUPID nak mampos. Despite all the clues i gave the them, they still cant figure out the place. Suspect all the 20 brains were place pat botot dorang on that day. haizz.. innocently i have to run with them the whole sentosa, from siloso to pahlawan to siloso back and then imbiah without any trasportation, but thanks god halfway at imbiah area it rains. selamat. tak sanggup aku nk patah balek pi siloso. The days end at the beach station.


Back to the second camp which was held at the JBAC. 3 days 2 nights camp with GIRLS school; primary 5 girls. 3/4 of the students from that school carry PINK bag. Interesting. Apart from that, initially i thought they are smart kids but actually not. 3 days camp like 3 months, not just carry bag but some carry a big and heavy LUGGAGE, with me being the victim to carry them up and down the stairs. Brought all sorts of nonsense, tidbits and all which i confiscated it and only returned them back at the end of the camp. bahalol. Those girls also talked alot but do nothing, they can have wild imaginations but too wild will not be good. At one point, one cried, followed by 2 more and others started to feel afraid, spreading of fears to one another. damn. seriously the girls are very troublesome, some are cry babies, some have many sort of diseases and others were just super irritating. They are very sensitive kids and i tried hard to be careful with the choice of words i used. Boring. At the end of the day, i dont give much to them because i just feel they dont deserve more.