Anything~

Let me see what i could remember about last week. Had a friendly match with my school last Wednesday. we won them 5-1. We managed to score ONLY after the second half. tu pon lepas kena maki coz we play hell SUCKS. We underestimate their skills and kita ikut cara rentak permainan dorang. we missed alot of shots and almost all our corner kick dont seem to work eventhough we did train on it the day before. Haizz.. naseb2.. Adq did the opening goal after the break. caya la captain. wakaka.. semangat and NAFSU sume HIGH alek after that. hee.. the opponent managed to score a goal and guess what, their celebration like winning world cup seyy.. duhh~ semangat REPUBLIC katekan. well..what can i say. hehe.. Hmm.. im glad got to play for the whole game (80 or 90 minutes). FINALLY.. after so long i've waited for it. (tu pon naseb coz our player CUN2 seyy) And to be honest i dont feel tired playing the game. Am i FIT enough?? padahal2. hehe.. alaa..small field ble la. Try at stadium, tak sempot pon naseb seyy.. duhh~ and the surrounding at my school field is cooling man. How exciting would it be IF we could train there. FAT HOPE. whatever~ I cant judge my own performance arh but for sure i did better in the first half than in the second one. reason because i realized the way i ran. i STEP macho ran as usual but it seems that i kept limping (NOT purposely okay AND i dont think its COOL doing that) in the second half. that means my right leg is TIRED. i could feel the vibration too. got 'anti- shock' at times. shit!! i felt uncomfortable having one leg 'heavier' but it cant be help. kaki da reput beb. endure jekk laa.. Overall, great match played by the kratings. but i believe we could do better in the league later. err..i suspect MAKI & PRESSURE adalah kunci kejayaan for the team. craps. but maybe... whatever~ anyway player of the day is syah. well done!!

ohh yaa.. went to celebrate shidah aka beck birthday at town on the sunday. goshh!! i hate that place man but ANYTHING~ supposingly mit them at 2 at orchard control station but biase laa.. JANJI MELAYU. thought i was late but guess what, im the FIRST person to reach there. hishh.. susah dapat tuu. mit bro iz and mas and off we went to far east. mit the rest there. (adq, birthday gal, eta'a and wani) went to eat at sakura. kecoh seyy pat sane. i know, you know, we know people. *wink* after eating, kite blah gikk cari tempat nak makan cake plak. makan lagi, duhh~ found a place at coffee bean and there was where the cutting cake ceremony began. macam paham jekk aku nie.. hee.. i was been BULLIED there!! terok seyy dorang. jage korang. ada ubi ada batas, lain kali aku BALAS. bluekk. after that, we planned to go kbox but it was way too EXPENSIVE so yaa we got our ass to west coast to play bowling instead. it was hell FUN there. this time semua sporting, semua main. played two games at first but since everybody is HIGH (mentang2 da dapat the touch), we added one more game. and the most funniest part was when eta'a terlepaskan bola on her last game. memeber da penat. kesian die. wakaka.. laugh at her like mad. kekek arh budak nie. and im sorry to say that you are really selenger bacin. hee.. mane tak, im trying to be sacarstic to you, adjusting your spectacles coz you kept aiming to the right and left longkang but you dont seem to get my real intention. haizz~ cute laa you.
p.s (shidah) - Happy 21st birthday. goshh!! you are OLD alraedy. hehe.. psst..the past is history, the future is what that matters. *wink*

Endurance Training

the pictures say it all.








wrapped up the week i spent 3 days 2 nights at pasir ris chalet with the kratings. The endurance training was absolutely a Hell fun one and for sure there would be memories to bring back. Kenangan terindah – 1) at the beach with adq.*wink* (kekek arh budak nie) 2) morning breakfast- Goshh!! got burnt 2 bread. Shit! But its NOT entirely my fault coz that the first time I tried to use MICROWAVE. Bright future to be a bad cooker. But somehow you have to be grateful IF I manage to cook at least an EDIBLE food. So my future HUSBAND.. prepared!! 3) the spirit and the team bonding. U know, I know, we know kratings!! And yeahh.. my name was OFFICIALY changed from KECIK to KAKAK. *wink* Weird right?? Err.. no comments.

Get to snap 2 pictures ONLY at the CHALET. Pathetic kan. Everybody seems to enjoy themselves sampai tak teringat nak amek gambar. duhh~ such a waste. Took some pictures before we went back home. Tu pon bukan nyer balik teros. After eating at cavaana we went to play bowling. Sempat tuu.. Hishh.. (sorry mar, wani, coach ib and ma'am coz i could not get your pic)





P.s (Mar)- known her from secondary school days but we are'nt that close. can't remember much about her during secondary life although we used to play in the same team. Duhh~ Sorry mar. If only you know that i have a bad memory. Get to know her better after i joined redhill rangers. Remembered the first time we mit at the canteen. Kecoh beb. sume cerita keluar. wakaka. i dont regret knowing her because her forte is making people burst all out like nobody business. kalau bende tak keluar dari mulot pon naseb. She never fail to amuse me with her nonsense. Learnt a lot from here. *wink* I realized that she is concern too in some way or another. You know what I mean right?? i really admire her kick. mampat beb. solid laa. To be honest, personally i feel that she is the cutest player in the team. just because she have dimple- macam tabung, ble masok duet.hehe..(im SERIUOSLY jealous) kalau tak, tak dapat argh! hahakz. dont mess around with her when she's in bad mood. Siap arh. Tak bersalah pon kene. that's a bad thing about her. Another one is that she was quiet sensitive. kacau sikit merajuk. but i like it SOMETIME. i dont know why. maybe she is full of sacarsm that made her look cute. But guess what. recently, she have change to be a better. she is more reasonable and wiser now. happy for her.hopefully it last. heee..


P.s(Bro Iz)- Thanks for the firsthand experience at the jacuzzi. Free theraphy plus advise lagi. Duhh~ appreciate it a lot. And thanks also for treating me like your own sis. Im sincerely touched when you said about the jigsaw puzzle thingy *wink* coz all this while I don’t expect much from anybody. Anyway, im the SURVIVOR in day 2. wakaka...

P.s(wani)- im sorry that im not done with you. I don’t know why suddenly everything slip off my mind. Maybe my brain not functioning well at night. N yaa,, don’t worry coz whatever it is, I believe that it will not affect our relationship. I appreciate EVERYTHING that you have done for me all this while. *wink*

To the rest of the kratings yang sewaktu dengannya, you guyz really ROCK my days. Thanks a million times for everything. N Im SINCERELY SORRY if my words did hurt any of you guyz. Im just being honest. Indeed its me.

Gerek kaperr~

wanted to update stuffs here but hell yeah im freaking busy lately. okay. it was a FANTASTIC week last week. let me recall some of the incident that happened. I got to ride on a bus that did not close the door AND the bell was not working. Luckily it was just 1 stop journey before everything was fine as usual . Me n faly da kekek macam nak mampos. Tak ble angkat seyy. And yaa.. I skipped class AGAIN on Tuesday. My group (me,farid,hidayah,fatin& rogini) sume blah after that fucking UT because could not tolerate the school wireless connection. It was hell SUCKS. On top of that, the problem statement for the day really dampen our spirit to endure everything. So yaa.. we (except rogini) went to ang mo kio hub. First time gikk sane. Jakon seyy. Almost all the shops nak masok. Ghairah beb. Wakaka. Ate flavoured yoghurts. awesome~ (but at last terkencit. Duhh~) Went back to school with fatin. (I know its lame) No choice because I have soccer match while fatin need to go for her IG. N Yessa, DSES won DSLM finally. Hehe.. Played for them for less than ten minutes because I ‘breakdown’. Biase laa. Kaki daa mintak ampon. It always happened to me but this time i felt something was wrong. Cuak beb coz there’s NO more ‘clicking’ sound. Wanted to tell Bro Iz about it but I know for sure he will blame me for this ( his favourite phrase-Tu laa..STEP terror pi maen lagi. SENDIRI carik. TAK suroh) so decided to keep from him instead. Im sorry I have to do this but I HATE to hear people nagging at me. Takot nyerr pasal, told shidah about it. I knew she could not help much but at least im relieve when she said its NORMAL. Cume bengkak jekk. Thanks shidah for comforting me despite knowing you are helpless. I really appreciate it. haizz.. REGRET playing for them. Amekk kau!!- present for fucking STUBBORN person like me. Wanted to go for school soccer training after that but my friends stopped me. Ade hati lagi nak pi physical training with that condition. Mintak kene maki jekk aku nie. Hishh.. But going training is not my only motive. Have other motive in mind but yaa again HOPELESS. Boring could not join them for training, I took cab and off to bpp to meet faly and kinshe. Mati arhh.. sempat merayap. But who cares. Hmm.. i remembered one of the day in that week i went to chill with mira and kinshe after school. Finally. aku rase kawan aku makin lame tak jumpe makin buang tebiat dioarang. mira bought green shirt SETAKAT nak celebrate GREEN day. semangat~ but the best part was we went thru 'photo' session. its hard to get a perfect picture. haizz.. kesian kawan sampai gelabah coz mak da call. *wink* hehe..

It was the first day of the week but i was DEVASTATINGLY tiring! Physically and mentally tired. Could not focus well in school but i did not give a damn. Both mangkoks (faly & kinshe) and i have planned earlier to eat together during our breaktime so i decided to bring food from home instead. (entah ape angin nk pi makan sama2 for that week). Went to soccer training after school. Tu pon nak taknak jekk pergi. Really FORCED myself to go because i will not be going for the next 2 trainings since i have something on in school. I am too shagged after training. Went back home straight and doze off. zzz.. im sorry to say that im really pissed with you for throwing my things away. You are CONCERN?? I hate it!


The Tuesday was not interesting at all. Other then had to take that fucking UT (enterprise). Denga2 exam interesting. Duhh~ Cut of the crap!







The SHL Cup started today(wednesday) but the soccer match that i took part would only be held tomorrow. That means i was been CHEATED again. Skipping my soccer training since i did not bring all the gears needed. Ended up, went to fajar mac for a chill with that two badigols. Got to meet mira there. (keje kaperr gal. hahakz) Missed her loads and Iman's too. As usual, we never failed to take pictures of ourselves. ( sayang seyy mira nga keje that time) Vain ehk kite. hahakz. But who cares. Anyway someone said i have a bad photographic skills?? Or izit YOU that will NEVER look pretty in pictures?? Or simply said u CANT be photogenic. hahakz. Jahat seyy aku. People, you decide! *wink* Caught her sleeping in the bus. hehe. *wink* Picture of the day. (top right hand corner)

Had UT(science) in the morning. Borinn.. Y? Coz i bet i could not make it. Whatever. After school went to soccer match. DSES lost to DSLM 1-0. SHIT! Own goal seyy. So unlucky. But its okay. We will fight back in the next match the next day. Ernie- Sorry i could not score for you.

I really felt very fucked up on friday. Went to school alone AGAIN today. Da BIASE daa kene tinggal so tak pasal arh. Lagipon i knew thats my fault. But thats not so much about it. What makes me pissed off is that when there's nobody want to eat with me for the first time. Korang cakap jekk nk pi mkn gader2 for that week but end sume tinggalkan aku. Duhh~ Waited you guys cam buah tak jatoh seyy. Sampai caket perot coz too hungry. End up i went to eat ALONE only AFTER 1. Naseb baek school kite banyak tempat isolated. Sedih seyy makan sorang2. But what to do. Aku kan sape.. Emo laa plakk aku nie.. duhh~ But its okay coz i understand that you guyz are BUSY, dapat group cam siak etc. whatever your reasons laa ehk. But one thing for sure, aku da majokk nie. Aku da tknk mkn ngan korang lagi arh. Leceh arh janji2 nie sume. Uat caket ati jekk. Klo nk mkn ngan aku beep ciang2. Klo tknk forget it. Went to soccer match after school. Second match and we managed to draw our score 1 all before the game postponed to next tuesday due to raining. 10 minutes left and it will be quite lame if we continued with that timing therefore everyone decided to change the timing to 20 minutes for each half for the next match. After the match, farrah dragged me to join soccer training with her. I agreed since it was too early for me to go back home. Furthermore, i have other motives in mind. *wink* Plan did not work! Shit!


Saturday morning i had match at ngee ann poly. Woke up late but luckily nita was late too. Thanks to abah for waking me up. His intention was to make me help my mom at the stall but i have to go for match instead. Sorry for not telling you earlier. Knowing that i have match, he prepared for me BREAKFAST while I got myself ready. Aww.. sweetkn? Love you so strong abah! Like it or not i FORCED myself to eat. Don't want to disappoint him. Anak MITHALI katekn. hee.. Mit nita and mar at usual bus-stop and off we went to ngee ann. I have to change team AGAIN because one of the player not coming. Duhh.. Got to team with Abg Din, Ace, Utt and Syah. Overall, our team performance not bad laa. Depends on Abg Din alot. Personally my performance SUCKS although I did scored a few goals. ( they said i did score hat-trick - what is HAT-TRICK actually?. hahakz.. ) What i know for sure is that all the goals i scored are by LUCK. I missed penalty shot and end up we lost 1-0 by penalty. Okayy laa tu, at least we got forth. Prizes we received also sikit lebih kurang halal. (got a sleveless jersey & medal - tu jekk color different. hehe..) I don't really bother all the stuffs but at least it pleased my mom and abah. (they have been complaining about my skin color- they feared that nobody wants me. duhh.. rubbish. Im still young seyy. Klo jodoh tak ke mane kn) My priority NOW is to get back my touch. I lost almost EVERYTHING due to injury. My confidence level taknk cakap. HANCOR! This kind of condition FAT HOPE la klo nk maen league in august nanti. Haizz. Only time tells. Ernie - Thanks for the goal babe! Love u so strong. I did it one for YOU too. hee.. Aki - You look so sexy with my shirt on. hahakz. Im sorry to say that with you around, it DAMPEN my spirit to play. Despite stealing of glances and longing look, i doubt it will lead us anywhere. Went back home straight after the match WITH Linda but sadly to say we did'nt talk. Am i a STRANGER to you? But its okay, who cares. (anyway sorry guyz i did not get to join you all to watch match at the National Stadium. SUPER tired la) Reached home, doze off. Zzz..Woke up at 7 plus, washed up and off to bpp with mom and adq. (mit Faly and her cayang- memotek jekk keje korang ehk. Duhh~) Pity my adq because she have rashes all over her body. Camner ble kene pon tak tau. My leg is hurting me AGAIN. Damn it!

Help my mom at the stall early in the morning today. (sunday. duhh~ ingatkan takde mad ble angon lambat2 but i was wrong. Pantang orang ade pat uma. Ade jekk bende nak kene uat. borinn..) Saw Aliff with his dad. Tersengeh-sengeh. Ade kerr my mom suro aku mintak his autograph. Tak dapat arh. Duhh~ Minat memang laa but im not that desperate kind. But sadly to say I find that Kassreal is cuter. hee.. I was feeling a little down and tired today. Would not talk about it. Haizz.. Anyway, today was for the first time in my life that i watch Prisoner of Azkaban. Unbelieveable right? Yelarr, aku mane minat tengok cerita macam nie. But i dont know camnerr ble TERsangkot pulak with the story. Merepek die ble tahan but gerek arh. Looking forward to watch the continuation. hehe.