It was the first day of the week but i was DEVASTATINGLY tiring! Physically and mentally tired. Could not focus well in school but i did not give a damn. Both mangkoks (faly & kinshe) and i have planned earlier to eat together during our breaktime so i decided to bring food from home instead. (entah ape angin nk pi makan sama2 for that week). Went to soccer training after school. Tu pon nak taknak jekk pergi. Really FORCED myself to go because i will not be going for the next 2 trainings since i have something on in school. I am too shagged after training. Went back home straight and doze off. zzz.. im sorry to say that im really pissed with you for throwing my things away. You are CONCERN?? I hate it!


The Tuesday was not interesting at all. Other then had to take that fucking UT (enterprise). Denga2 exam interesting. Duhh~ Cut of the crap!







The SHL Cup started today(wednesday) but the soccer match that i took part would only be held tomorrow. That means i was been CHEATED again. Skipping my soccer training since i did not bring all the gears needed. Ended up, went to fajar mac for a chill with that two badigols. Got to meet mira there. (keje kaperr gal. hahakz) Missed her loads and Iman's too. As usual, we never failed to take pictures of ourselves. ( sayang seyy mira nga keje that time) Vain ehk kite. hahakz. But who cares. Anyway someone said i have a bad photographic skills?? Or izit YOU that will NEVER look pretty in pictures?? Or simply said u CANT be photogenic. hahakz. Jahat seyy aku. People, you decide! *wink* Caught her sleeping in the bus. hehe. *wink* Picture of the day. (top right hand corner)

Had UT(science) in the morning. Borinn.. Y? Coz i bet i could not make it. Whatever. After school went to soccer match. DSES lost to DSLM 1-0. SHIT! Own goal seyy. So unlucky. But its okay. We will fight back in the next match the next day. Ernie- Sorry i could not score for you.

I really felt very fucked up on friday. Went to school alone AGAIN today. Da BIASE daa kene tinggal so tak pasal arh. Lagipon i knew thats my fault. But thats not so much about it. What makes me pissed off is that when there's nobody want to eat with me for the first time. Korang cakap jekk nk pi mkn gader2 for that week but end sume tinggalkan aku. Duhh~ Waited you guys cam buah tak jatoh seyy. Sampai caket perot coz too hungry. End up i went to eat ALONE only AFTER 1. Naseb baek school kite banyak tempat isolated. Sedih seyy makan sorang2. But what to do. Aku kan sape.. Emo laa plakk aku nie.. duhh~ But its okay coz i understand that you guyz are BUSY, dapat group cam siak etc. whatever your reasons laa ehk. But one thing for sure, aku da majokk nie. Aku da tknk mkn ngan korang lagi arh. Leceh arh janji2 nie sume. Uat caket ati jekk. Klo nk mkn ngan aku beep ciang2. Klo tknk forget it. Went to soccer match after school. Second match and we managed to draw our score 1 all before the game postponed to next tuesday due to raining. 10 minutes left and it will be quite lame if we continued with that timing therefore everyone decided to change the timing to 20 minutes for each half for the next match. After the match, farrah dragged me to join soccer training with her. I agreed since it was too early for me to go back home. Furthermore, i have other motives in mind. *wink* Plan did not work! Shit!


Saturday morning i had match at ngee ann poly. Woke up late but luckily nita was late too. Thanks to abah for waking me up. His intention was to make me help my mom at the stall but i have to go for match instead. Sorry for not telling you earlier. Knowing that i have match, he prepared for me BREAKFAST while I got myself ready. Aww.. sweetkn? Love you so strong abah! Like it or not i FORCED myself to eat. Don't want to disappoint him. Anak MITHALI katekn. hee.. Mit nita and mar at usual bus-stop and off we went to ngee ann. I have to change team AGAIN because one of the player not coming. Duhh.. Got to team with Abg Din, Ace, Utt and Syah. Overall, our team performance not bad laa. Depends on Abg Din alot. Personally my performance SUCKS although I did scored a few goals. ( they said i did score hat-trick - what is HAT-TRICK actually?. hahakz.. ) What i know for sure is that all the goals i scored are by LUCK. I missed penalty shot and end up we lost 1-0 by penalty. Okayy laa tu, at least we got forth. Prizes we received also sikit lebih kurang halal. (got a sleveless jersey & medal - tu jekk color different. hehe..) I don't really bother all the stuffs but at least it pleased my mom and abah. (they have been complaining about my skin color- they feared that nobody wants me. duhh.. rubbish. Im still young seyy. Klo jodoh tak ke mane kn) My priority NOW is to get back my touch. I lost almost EVERYTHING due to injury. My confidence level taknk cakap. HANCOR! This kind of condition FAT HOPE la klo nk maen league in august nanti. Haizz. Only time tells. Ernie - Thanks for the goal babe! Love u so strong. I did it one for YOU too. hee.. Aki - You look so sexy with my shirt on. hahakz. Im sorry to say that with you around, it DAMPEN my spirit to play. Despite stealing of glances and longing look, i doubt it will lead us anywhere. Went back home straight after the match WITH Linda but sadly to say we did'nt talk. Am i a STRANGER to you? But its okay, who cares. (anyway sorry guyz i did not get to join you all to watch match at the National Stadium. SUPER tired la) Reached home, doze off. Zzz..Woke up at 7 plus, washed up and off to bpp with mom and adq. (mit Faly and her cayang- memotek jekk keje korang ehk. Duhh~) Pity my adq because she have rashes all over her body. Camner ble kene pon tak tau. My leg is hurting me AGAIN. Damn it!

Help my mom at the stall early in the morning today. (sunday. duhh~ ingatkan takde mad ble angon lambat2 but i was wrong. Pantang orang ade pat uma. Ade jekk bende nak kene uat. borinn..) Saw Aliff with his dad. Tersengeh-sengeh. Ade kerr my mom suro aku mintak his autograph. Tak dapat arh. Duhh~ Minat memang laa but im not that desperate kind. But sadly to say I find that Kassreal is cuter. hee.. I was feeling a little down and tired today. Would not talk about it. Haizz.. Anyway, today was for the first time in my life that i watch Prisoner of Azkaban. Unbelieveable right? Yelarr, aku mane minat tengok cerita macam nie. But i dont know camnerr ble TERsangkot pulak with the story. Merepek die ble tahan but gerek arh. Looking forward to watch the continuation. hehe.